Do you sometimes have an intense yearning to be with your loved one? I know I do. I’ve been wanting to be able to talk to him about all the results of the pandemic, just to hear his voice and his wisdom. Before I go to sleep at night, I think about him hoping he’ll be in my dreams, but that’s only happened a couple of times. Last week, my mind kept drifting back to him. Then, as I was watching television, our song came on as part of the show.
I remember the night when we discovered our song. Be had been talking in bed, about to go to sleep, when he suddenly remembered he had something he wanted me to listen to. He retrieved his tape recorder (that’s how long ago it was!) and played for me Stevie Wonder’s song “As.” Listening to the words together, we both knew it was our song. I always smile and feel good when I hear it, and the words will run through my mind for days.
The next night, a friend of ours who is intuitive texted me. I hadn’t heard from her in a very long time. She said she had a message for me from Ron that everything was all right. Interesting, because she couldn’t have known that I had been saying and writing “all is well” for days, and I thought nobody knew that but me. The next night I was watching a different show on television, and there it was again. They were playing “As” as part of the show.
Another friend of ours who is a psychic called. Now, I don’t have very many friends who identify as being intuitive or psychic, and I hadn’t talked to this friend in probably a year. She said that Ron is watching over me right now and knowing “all is well.”
For all these things to have happened over four days, there has to be something to this. Ron used to tell me that I am a powerful manifest-er. I hadn’t realized that until I started reflecting on my life. I discovered example after example of times that I would create things out of what seemed to be thin air. For my first book, a book representative from a publishing company came to my office at the university to sell me a book to use in my class, and I told him that the book I wanted to use hadn’t been written yet. He asked me what it was, and I described it to him. He loved the idea which led to a bidding war between two companies for my first book contract. Before he asked me, I hadn’t even thought about writing a book.
My first house, awards I have won, my live theatre, my art gallery, and my café all had similar starts. I would think, wouldn’t it be wonderful to have or do something, and there it was with little initial effort on my part. I see that my desire to be with Ron is manifesting itself in the way it can under the circumstances. The manifestation comes as a feeling in my heart, a comfort in my being, a joy in my soul.
Those things that happened, the messages and the music, happened for a reason, not as a coincidence. I realize that when something is meant to be, I don’t need to wish and hope for it. What I do is know that it is already there or already done. All I have to do is open my eyes and heart and see it and feel it my soul to experience it. All is well.
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